lol. so i'm just sitting and drinking bayleys.. is it written that way(?), i dunno. actually it's a cheaper finnish version called "helmi". it has a slightly bad aftertaste...
my parents left for our cottage and i'm home by myself, but i didn't feel like going anywhere. and my friend helena went to see her bf and another one, here aka starshapedfruit, had still a light flu, so she didn't come here eighter. ://
and so i'm left alone.
it's a bit past 1 am here.
should i promise not to drink ever again? that'd be a little epic, eh? haha.
no one reads this so it doesn't matter what i write anyway... i might as well go to sleep.
pay back is a bitch, though. C:

sooo.... i was sick and some other stuff and so it happenes that i was kicked out of all of my lessons 'cause of my huge amount of sickleave days... so i have no school for a week, plus then comes the exam week and 'cause i have no courses, i have no exams. simple, isn't it..?
(just to explain, i've done nothing wrong, i've been sick and because of that, teachers said they couldn't grade my courses. so i'm not a bad guy, nor a deliquent... just had a flu)

i was just thinking what to do with myself... i'll propably sleep alot and ... well hell.
i really don't know.

i got my scores on my matriculation examination, though, and i passed both.
of course, that wasn't an issue.. heh.
if i have any luck i'll get the second-best score on english and the third-best on history...
weeellll... the final results come in november, cause everyone who participates, is compared to the others. 5% will get the best (laudatur=L is the "name" of the best grade), and 5% will be automatically disqualificated (improbatur=I, the "name" of the disqualificated grade).
but i can guess which grade i'll get based on the results ppl have gotten last spring, so in english i have chances for E and history for M... we'll see about that in november.

i feel just so angsty, i can't help sharing it with you... though i doubt anyone reads this.. heh.

i've got school -> 7 courses altogether, 6 of them normal, one of them independently (which means about 30h of school per week plus a few assignments) -> loads of homework to finish

i've got matriculations examinations (= high school gratuations exams) -> english and history in fall, the rest in spring -> must study for those two while doing all the school work too...

and i've been sick a lot... well not that bad, it's just that i get a fever (about 38 celcius, my normal is around 37,3 celcius) and a horrid headache whenever i'm stressed and when i have a fever i can't consentrate on studing and when i can't study i get stressed -> an endless circle

well, i've still got this weekend -> history is on monday and english on wednesday...

that's the bad...

the good is that i did quite well in my listening comprehension in english. my score was (acording to my friend who told me my score) 77 points out of 90! i made the top third of my schools studentbody! (acording to my friend, yet again... : P )
so i'm kinda happy... adn hopeful, 'cause this might be psychologically good -> i succeed on the first part of the test, then the next might go well, too!

Whoa, this is my first journal ever... And it feels odd to rant about my own personal life, so i propably write a journal seldom... An exception can be made if i'm very mad, sad or happy about something or have sth informational to say. I've been a deviant for about 2 years and still haven't done a journal so it's about time to do one.

Firstly, a friend of mine (in dA: starshapedfruit) proposed an idea: why not make my art available for stock use? If my pic is downloaded, it's HUGE and she thought they might be good material for someone. So my gallery can be used as stock, though i would like to know and if possible, to have a link to the finished one.

I've been uploading photos for sometime, all of the author's comments saying "Norway, Summer 2008". Those are from my trip to Norway. There are around 600 photos, so it takes sometime to pick the ones i want to put in here... Plus i'm such an lazy ass, so it takes even more time.. *laughs* And by saying this, i mean that i'll be uploading them for awhile. I'll write a journal (maybe) when i've finished.

Hugs.